8:49 PM
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Most said i matured too fast ,
in ways of mind set ,
what i've been throught and of course physically too ,
as in my looks .
But does that means i'll be super old next time when others are still young ?
haa , i hope not !
lol pardon my craps =)
2006 is coming to an end ,
and eventually my birthday is approaching real soon.
lol.. and of course , presents are expected ! *grins*
and if your asking me how i wanna spent my birthday ,
i would say ,
i wanna spent it with those i value in life.
FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
even thou just gathering around a cosy area having our meals and chatting away..
i still do feel e warmth =)
and of course , how nice and sweet to be receiving lotsa wonderful gift .
BUT sadly , on my birth date itself , im schooling ..
MOST girl's dream ,
either their beau or someone whom a nice and close friend ,
pick e girl up from whatever work or school having beautiful flowers and maybe yummy chocolate ,
bringing e girl out to have fun for that day and so on ..
haha it be really a memorable one i guess..
every single thing done with sincerity , would somehow be able to feel it .
HAHA, OKAY I ADMIT , IM DREAMING AWAY ..
Hmm , theres many things i;ve learnt in life , and yet to learn too ..
HOPEFULLY , a new year would be a new start for my goals in life ,
as in studying to achieve a better life and nicely set a path for my future !!
I wanna see the world out there ,
i wanna enjoy events like christmas out there in e world , countries that are snowing .
Meet different kind of peoples and trying out new exciting stuffs.
its just like a new adventure .
Thats my dreams , and i believe that i be able to achieve it .
FRIENDS AND FAMILY are always e best motivation .
With their bless and helping hand , im sure im gonna do it and achieve it .!
Nobody in e world cant do it as long as they have e determination , motivations and of course goals.
thou time is ticking every sec by sec but its moving fast ,
therefore theres not much time to waste too .
But nevertheless i will enjoy myself to the fullest in life .
Thats what life is about ... and its e best =DD
and lastly , of course a big thank you to friends out there who always there for me !~
10:22 PM
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AH HA..1st i wanna wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS..
2nd i wanna ask everyone ' wheres my present -_- '
haha ..
okay ,
saturday i went to mos with mark and company =D..
was pretty sleepy as my sleeping hours are changed..
but in the end i still went to ~sway away~ in smoove =DD ..
was not that crowded as i was told compared to friday ..
after that , went to some places to eat chickenrice.. haa
chocolates was given at e begining of e meal..
but no one ate..
and i didnt notice mark place them into my bag til i got home then found out ..
HAHA.. =DD..
Yesterday , christmas eve ..
thanks andrew for e meal at east coast =)
and sorry for giving you trouble to drive me here n dere.
went to furama riverfront hotel ..haha.. , my friends were drunk in e end , and i left..
receving many phone calls from them ,
being requested to go back ..
but sitll in e end i didnt. .
and went to dragonfly instead..
fights were seen there at e entrance -_-
so i just stayed awhile inside , use e toilet awhile and
nono came to pick me up for chill out =D .
then head for home..
haa i was drenched..as we went to e pasir ris park , and walked quite a distance away from e car -_-
then it rained somewhere later..
TODAY, christmas ..
where should i go ?? ..
wheres my present ..?
my wishlist is in e previous entry ..
haa..
perfumes ?~ guess bag ~ ..LOL LOTS.
4:46 PM
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ANNA AND ME. MY DAD and me
This pictures are taken on e past few days ..
thanks anna for helping me upload =))
Amy and Me in dxo toilet =)
1:50 PM
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For e past few days ,
i watched a number of movies.
the curse of e golden flower was pretty boring to me ... yups =) ..
haha ..
and my favourite movie was A night at the Museum .
its damn nice.. funny.. haha i almost laugh my ass off my seat .. !!
its like ' hey there you new DUMB DUMB , give me some GUM GUM '
and lots of many hilarious parts..
haha. .
i could even watch for e second time and still laugh i guess =)
by the way , im pursuing my O's next year in a private school , name eddington private school.
might gonna be my tough year as i intend to work hard towards my goals..
thou just a piece of paper , but theres many advantage having it .
but nevertheless , CLUBBING LIFE WOULD NEVER END FOR ME.
haha..
ya and , MORALE support from friends , is always the best thing i could ever feel .
It means something :) ..
ENJOY AND STUDY -
i believe i can do it =) ..and i hope to achieve it !
cheers.
10:03 PM
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mmm, okay ..
dxo last night ..
weather isnt good ...
i was caught in e rain a couple of times.. awww .
and feel so wanting to be home , bathed >.<
but still i did went to dxo
was glad that i sold an amt of like 50+ tickets. =)
thanks guys for supporting me !! ..
was so damn packed inside.. ya..
and poor me, was starving from 2am -4am ..
but nevermind.. haa.. at least i had sandwich in e cab , thanks ronald for buying them . ^^
'smack tt all on the floor , smack tt give me somemore '
6:21 PM
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This was copy and paste from my previous post.
haa..
cus xmas is arriving..
1) Perfumes.
2)More of Matryoshka dolls(more of those russian cute ones.
3)A new and nice nokia handphone (DONE)
4)Lots of nice clothes
5)pretty pretty glass apples in pretty colours
6)Happy memorable birthday next year.
7)new pair of shades(sunglass , i lost mine.
8)white mini skirt .(my mango skirt was washed and got onto some other colours =( )
9)guess bag.
7:22 PM
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Here are some pictures i recently took it with my N73 .
thanks to benny for helping me upload it =)
11:05 PM
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alright ,im so so not well right now
yesterday went to double o .
really glad to club with ya...
had a lil bit of beer ,
then a waterfall ,
after tt , drank a mixture of beer,redwine ,greentea and black cat.
GROSS man..
somemore drink quite alot of times cus we were playing some games.
and ya, i got drunk ..
i puke alot last night alrdy.
but today when i woke up , GOD.
i gotta puke again..
i practically puke every single thing out.
worse come to worse.. i drank water, within 15mins .
i puke every bit of water out..
now i dont have anything to puke.. but im still puking like in every 15mins or so ..
all forms and all kind of liquids..
somebody..please help me!
4:40 PM
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Okay , lets see .
this week , is kinda messed up .
IM starting work tomorrow ,
but i clubs often nowadays.
my sleeping hours is like vice verse .
i sleeps when i suppose to wake up to work .
this week's clubbing program is ...
tonight MAYBE zouk ,
tomorrow actually would love to turn up at DXO for candy floss XD.
day after tomorrow (friday) agreed to go double o with my friend .
while saturday , agreed to go mu to celebrate alvin's god sister birthday ? .
what have i become ??! a full time clubber .
LOL.
im gonna die if i attend all four days with my work on XD. save me.
4:50 PM
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Here i am , sitting down right in front of the computer .
Out from the bathroom , fresh and clean .
i've just got a N73 yesterday .
took black colour with 2GB memory card.
its great man ! .
but i seriously have a problem connecting it to my computer .
isnt that im stupid or am a computer idiot .
but even my sister , and so on couldnt do it .
theres seriously a prob either with my com or the phone .
took few pictures today , and sadly , i couldnt upload them !!
aww .
dined with Mike at cafe cartel just now .
ha i had XO thingyy.. while he had chicken cutlet .
after tt we rushed for e movie 'the holiday'
it wasnt that bad =) as i've always loved christmas's movie .
the feeling ,the joy of christmas !! .
Was having a chat in msn with Mr rae and we chat on a topic about.
'Judging one by one's age. '
im so totally disagree to that.
you DONT or rather hardly see people whose at my age , being out to clubs ..
speaking to people ..
talking reasons...
mostly my age its either those ahbengs ahlians hanging out at mac or under blocks
..or else is stay home, guai guai , study ..
and maybe because im young
..im proud to say that.. i walked my path of life ,
maybe even further then most of some older people out there.
thats why i always agrees that , dont judge by one's age..
because thou its majority but doesnt means its applies on every single one !
it seriously on how one person thinks . The mind set .
one could be in his 20s but he could have a mind set of a 16year old kid ?
thats e reason why ,
when someone starts saying ' you dont understand , your still young .
sometimes ' i feel that i look down on them instead..~
esp to those who are even more childish then i am ! i would be feeling like 'see who's talking'
thats e reason why i dont expose my age !
12:47 AM
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Sometimes life seems so bright , filled with colours .
Sometimes life seems to be so stressful .
sometimes one or rather me myself felt that..
one should let out everything ..
sometimes feel like crying ,
yet for no reason but maybe because people always keep sorrows in them and pile them up ..
Debbie ar debbie ,
best wishes to you .
i dont wish to see you tear everytime .
do you know that , each time you tear , you made me wanna destress myself and tear with you .
but i just couldnt ..
i cant ..
haha ..
just thought of a msn nick for ya ,as you requested ..
regarding you n zhi yuan ya ? .
here is it ,
'
if my life is suppose to be spent with you , i believe that would be e happiest moment of my existence .'
hope you like it .
purely thought by me !! not copy from elsewhere =)
but edwin e chickeee edited it to
"if i have to spend my whole life with you.. i predict it will be the happiest moment in ma life"
12:06 AM
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This entry would be written about the past two days .
Friday :
didnt really have the mood to club ya ,
my mood was more to MOVIES and so on ..
but still , because i have alrdy confirm with my friend on DOUBLE O ..
and names already have entered guest list .
i have no choice but to turn up~
Anyway theres free flow of henessy between 8pm-10pm
so i guess there be no harm turning up ya. .
haa and i brought DEBBIE along ..
ya she.. MANY told me to take care of her.. oh god. .!!
im sort of like a 'babysitter' i guess = =
but is she a baby ?! ..LOL
meeting MR rae in town area.. and at the same time ZHI YUAN. thanks for the biscuits !!
Last minute , added zhi yuan's name to the guest list too ... so we head down for double o..
Meeting eugene and company there .
fortunately , debbie manage to go in too ..
they dont check ic ya ..
but UNfortunately , eugene and company , few of them didnt manage to get in ..
anyway the music there that day wasnt tt attracting .
so we head for BUMBLE BEE instead..
swaying away on e dancefloor ~
we left only after lights were on.
and thanks again ZHI YUAN for the fries and coke .
Mr rae sent me home by cab .. haha.. THANKS. sorry for e trouble thou.
SATURDAY:
MOS NIGHT!!.
was invited to attend zouk out .
im sorry wind , that im unable to go thou you already got e tickets for me .
Mike came to pick me up for dinner .
Went to cineleisure to have pasta mania ..
then accompanied him to taka to look for handphones.
ha and in e end he brought N70 at a budget price..
therefore i took his hp and took some new pictures when we'r in the car.
ABOVE ARE E PICTURES TAKEN. !~
and also ... when i was in town , i saw two juedui superstar contestant!!
the songwriter one , saw him in cine cafe cartel dinning with his group of friends..
and DAREN that cute guy around hmv area dinning with a lady .
i parted with mike at around 10.45pm to meet Mark !~
waited til 11.30 then we took a cab down to mos..
the queue was so longg !! but fortunately , we went in thru e vip area , and it was really quick quick .
AREA WAS SO DAMN PACKED.!!
haha to cut short my entry for tt day , we drank martel , i went to the 2nd lvl to met raymond was just merely saying hi , and banged into don too ...met edwin somehow around 1am ,saw ahboon , justin and benson at macdonald sits , gave edwin a goodbye kiss as he requested thou he was kidding , danced with eugene then , he accompanied to wait for my mum to come fetch me and went to eat dim sum at geylang area , then Mark came and join us to , then HOME .
-THE END-
p.s WISHLIST FOR CHRISTMAS IS IN ONE OF THE PAST ENTRIES.
9:39 PM
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On the 6th .
ha .. got two packets of marks and spencers chocolate from zhi yuan .
thanks zhi yuan .
the sun has gone down , and e night is approaching when shan ling said she wanna go drink tonight.
my friend invited me to zouk , but unfortunately , i cant go leaving shan ling behind =p~
so we went to boat quey instead ..
and into bumble bee once again !!
it has been a long long time since i last went to bumble bee.
i miss my friends there..faizal , vj , tara*(sorry if i spell your name wrongly) , krinesh ,most importantly ,DEREK.
was delighted to saw him there ya ..once again =) .
but whats over is over ..
I predicted that im gonna be ill .
sneezing away in the club ..
My throat isnt feeling well right now=(
zhi yuan and rae opened a bottle of martel .
ha.. smsing me , telling me that 'if i cant drink , dont drink'
in the very end , zhi yuan is the one who got drunk and im still kicking !!
we stayed til lights on .. and went home for beauty sleep =)
3:05 PM
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*SCROLL DOWN FOR MY WISHLIST FOR XMAS . (IN ONE OF E ENTRIES.)*
HAHA. yesterday , I HAD FUN.
went out to dine at wisma with Mr Rae =)
Dined at some pizza area..
Then walked to cineleisure to look for Mr Mark and friends =)
Then , went to boat quey , ES bar to get some drink and relax 1st.
til 11pm + , we went to MOS.
hahaha!
Free entryy XD. thanks to Mr Mark's friend =)
Drink , ya , got alil tipsy .but not drunk !! .
Danced , ya , at smoove TILL 4am!!
aww. called my mum and she said that she gonna play mahjong til 6am in the morning and ask me to wait..
HA! so i went back to my daddy's place instead =))
above are some pictures took outside MOS with Mr Rae before heading home=)
*p.s i know the picture didnt turn out nice =/
SUNDAY, went out with dad , his girl , my sis and maid
to shop e supermarket at carefourr. =)
we shopped til pile up an amt of 400bucks + !!!
1:44 PM
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